Why is it that days are for dreams
& nights for terrors?
For during the day, I distract my thoughts with faded lights and clouds,
But when the night comes, it all turns black,
& there come my fears.
My fears, they strangle me,
They make it so I cannot breathe.
There is no peace in sight
When they slither so slyly.
It is a wonder that we rest
For these terrors, they snicker greedily.
Counting sheep refuses to let me sleep.
Say a simple prayer, pretty child.
Let Him nestle you in His arms.
For the moment He engulfs you in His love,
The fears slip away.
Inspiration: I’m late.
Today was hard, but rewarding. Kev and I figured out a few things. We’re shifting to the new flow decently, though it is very hard. He starts his classes on Monday! He’s so excited, and I’m excited for him. And a tad jealous haha. He’s doing what he loves. He’s going to do so amazing.
Work was exhausting. The nurses tonight delighted in coming in every 5 minutes to ask for something, so my poor fellow employee couldn’t get anything done. It took her forever to get her dishes done, which in turn took ME forever, haha. It was still nice though. (:
I talked with Kevin again. It was lovely. I miss him so much. I am so proud of him. He’s going to do so well and grow from this so much.
Inspiration: Mum (:
Today was a good day. I finally talked to Kev! He called me (: It was so wonderful. I can’t post much because I have to hurry and get this done. We’re supposed to have thunderstorms and our internet has gone up and down for the past hour.
My head, my heart
They refuse to agree.
Logic baffles beliefs.
My head tells my heart that we are not alone,
Yet my heart searches,
Yearns, looks for you.
Its other half has disappeared
& it mourns for you to come back.
It fears the worst possibilities,
It fears you leaving, deserting, betraying or,
Worst of all,
No longer loving,
Leaving a fractured heart behind in your past.
Today was hard. Kev is now in Montana for the next 2 years to achieve his culinary education. I am so proud of him, I just miss him.
Inspiration: Evening drives(:
Today was okay. Accomplished a lot of school, went to the bank, and now I’m editing photos. There really isn’t much else to say about today, though.
If I believed in Fairy Tales
I’d be a lonely maid.
I’d hum and swim throughout the lake,
While my heart lie still with an ache.
An ache that only my Prince could heal,
With a simple kiss, he’d be revealed,
& in the blink of an eye,
I’d be swept off my feet.
But believing in fairy tales, my dear,
Is like humming under water.
Not a peep can be heard,
Not a heartbeat.
So keep humming under water,
My fair beauty,
& maybe a miracle shall occur.
But keep your hopes loose & low,
For there is no such thing
As a prince or a king
Who can heal a shattered girl’s heart
By her own will & doing.
Inspiration: Mum’s passion. (:
Today was tiresome and painful, haha. Luckily though, padre is back, so this week I can concentrate better on my school. At least by a little, haha. (: